Words Cant Describe How I feel

Will I ever be the

same again

Will I ever get past

all these lies

Will I ever open my

eyes

And see that you are

nothing

Nothing but lies

Will I ever be able

to cry again

Will I ever be able

to love again

Will I ever be able

to sing again

Will I ever be free

again

Free of your lies

Free of your seduction

Free of your lips

Pressed against my unwilling lips...

Do you want to seduce me

Into doing what you may?

Nay, I say, I will not fall

I will not let you take over

While I lose it all

And when I am lieing on the floor

Screaming for air

Losing my mind

And crying out for help

You just stand there smiling

Do you enjoy my pain....?